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Monday, May 25, 2009
andai ku tahu..
andai kutahu
kapan tiba masaku
ku akan memohon
Tuhan jangan Kau ambil nyawaku
reff:
aku takut
akan semua dosa dosaku
aku takut
dosa yang terus membayangiku
andai kutahu
malaikatMu kan menjemputku
izinkan aku
mengucapkan kata tobat padaMu
ampuni aku
dari segala dosa dosaku
ampuni aku
menangisku bertobat padamu
aku manusia
yang takut neraka
namun aku juga
tak pantas di surga
today..
mlm tok,ada mood ckit nak ngerepak eh..
(^-^)
siang tadik..start at 9am-1230pm, meeting pengurusan SABERKAS bagi sesi 2009 d Wisma Bapa Malaysia..
ol the EXCO dtg..
n chairs by DATO AMAR ABG ZOHARI TUN ABG HJ OPENG..
lega..1 dah lepas..
juz nggu meeting komiti kecil jak gik kelak..
mmmm...
d sia, berjumpa dgn saudara kush..hahaha..
since nya is the photographer,so sempat juak la amik gambar barang cgek 2..
juz nggu nya tagged d FB jk kelak..
n after finished meeting, we ol move to Sarawak Golf Club for our luxurious lunch..
huhu..
abis2 lunch, aku numpang kak doris balit ofiz..
nya singgah umah nya jap coz mok anta barang..
nait ofiz around 3pm..
ya juak sakit nak carik parking d wisma..nasib ada parking utk staff..
huhuhu...
nait ofiz, on pc..pc jammed indah..
adohaiii..
macam2...
kakya, mlh keja...berFb(Sempat)hehe..
4.30..chow ler...
(^>^)
(^-^)
siang tadik..start at 9am-1230pm, meeting pengurusan SABERKAS bagi sesi 2009 d Wisma Bapa Malaysia..
ol the EXCO dtg..
n chairs by DATO AMAR ABG ZOHARI TUN ABG HJ OPENG..
lega..1 dah lepas..
juz nggu meeting komiti kecil jak gik kelak..
mmmm...
d sia, berjumpa dgn saudara kush..hahaha..
since nya is the photographer,so sempat juak la amik gambar barang cgek 2..
juz nggu nya tagged d FB jk kelak..
n after finished meeting, we ol move to Sarawak Golf Club for our luxurious lunch..
huhu..
abis2 lunch, aku numpang kak doris balit ofiz..
nya singgah umah nya jap coz mok anta barang..
nait ofiz around 3pm..
ya juak sakit nak carik parking d wisma..nasib ada parking utk staff..
huhuhu...
nait ofiz, on pc..pc jammed indah..
adohaiii..
macam2...
kakya, mlh keja...berFb(Sempat)hehe..
4.30..chow ler...
(^>^)
(^-^)
Kutatap dua bola matamu.
Tersirat apa yang �kan terjadi.
Kau ingin pergi dariku.
Meninggalkan semua kenangan.
Menutup lembaran cerita. Oh sayangku...
Aku tak mau... Ku tau semua akan berakhir.
Tapi ku �tak rela lepaskanmu.
Kau tanya mengapa aku tak ingin pergi darimu.
Dan mulutku diam membisu...
Salahkah bila diriku terlalu mencintaimu.
Jangan tanyakan mengapa
Karena aku tak tau.
Aku pun tak ingin bila
kau pergi tinggalkan aku.
Masihkah ada hasratmu
�tuk mencintaiku lagi.
Apakah yang harus aku lakukan.
�tuk menarik perhatianmu lagi...
Walaupun harus
Mengiba agar kau tetap disini.
Lihat aku duhai sayangku...
Tersirat apa yang �kan terjadi.
Kau ingin pergi dariku.
Meninggalkan semua kenangan.
Menutup lembaran cerita. Oh sayangku...
Aku tak mau... Ku tau semua akan berakhir.
Tapi ku �tak rela lepaskanmu.
Kau tanya mengapa aku tak ingin pergi darimu.
Dan mulutku diam membisu...
Salahkah bila diriku terlalu mencintaimu.
Jangan tanyakan mengapa
Karena aku tak tau.
Aku pun tak ingin bila
kau pergi tinggalkan aku.
Masihkah ada hasratmu
�tuk mencintaiku lagi.
Apakah yang harus aku lakukan.
�tuk menarik perhatianmu lagi...
Walaupun harus
Mengiba agar kau tetap disini.
Lihat aku duhai sayangku...
Saturday, May 23, 2009
....
huhu..
sorry bloggers..
its been a while juak aku sik update blog ku tok o..
huhu..
bz gilak..
+ byk glak benda datang & pergi dlm kehidupan harian ku..
mmm~
sorry bloggers..
its been a while juak aku sik update blog ku tok o..
huhu..
bz gilak..
+ byk glak benda datang & pergi dlm kehidupan harian ku..
mmm~
Monday, May 18, 2009
:)
oh dear!
aku rasa senang gilak..
aku dah nekad.
aku mesti berubah.
buang yg jaik,amik yg bagus.
(^.^)
semoga perubahan tok memberi makna yg besar dlm hidup aku..
insyaALLAH..
aku rasa senang gilak..
aku dah nekad.
aku mesti berubah.
buang yg jaik,amik yg bagus.
(^.^)
semoga perubahan tok memberi makna yg besar dlm hidup aku..
insyaALLAH..
Sunday, May 17, 2009
dilemma..
mmmm..
aku x tauk eh.
ati tok kan main gik ingin nak mlh benda yg 1 ya...
tapi aku takut..
aku takut aku koat ati utk sementara jak..
mmmm..
apa harus ku polah o?
adakah aku mampu bertahan?
aku xmok alang2 aih..
mun dah makey,biar sampey ahey hayat..
aku x mok nak bukak tutup gk..
tapi seriously, ati aku nang mena2 bersedia nak bertudong nektok..
perlu x aku rasa malu o?
aku xmok,bila aku dah bertudong,benda lain aku plh juak..
aduhhh~
ya ALLAH,bantulah hambamu ini..
berikanlah petunjuk padaku YA ALLAH..
aku x tauk eh.
ati tok kan main gik ingin nak mlh benda yg 1 ya...
tapi aku takut..
aku takut aku koat ati utk sementara jak..
mmmm..
apa harus ku polah o?
adakah aku mampu bertahan?
aku xmok alang2 aih..
mun dah makey,biar sampey ahey hayat..
aku x mok nak bukak tutup gk..
tapi seriously, ati aku nang mena2 bersedia nak bertudong nektok..
perlu x aku rasa malu o?
aku xmok,bila aku dah bertudong,benda lain aku plh juak..
aduhhh~
ya ALLAH,bantulah hambamu ini..
berikanlah petunjuk padaku YA ALLAH..
nah~~
apabila KEMALASAN menguasai diri~
tok la jadinya..langsung ku x update blog..
tangga la rupa esok..
if rajin,byk la benda ku post ku...
cerita byk gilak..
minak lom da masa nak ngeluar n post d ctok jak..
tungguu~~~~:)
tok la jadinya..langsung ku x update blog..
tangga la rupa esok..
if rajin,byk la benda ku post ku...
cerita byk gilak..
minak lom da masa nak ngeluar n post d ctok jak..
tungguu~~~~:)
Friday, May 15, 2009
2nd gud info~
Those who are still single may learn something from here....
Those who are already married may take it as a guideline to improve your marriage....
During one of our seminars, a woman asked a common question.
She said, "How do I know if I married the right person?"
I noticed that there was a large man sitting next to her so I said, "It depends. Is that your husband?"
In all seriousness, she answered "How do you know?"
Let me answer this question because the chances are good that it's weighing on your mind.
Here's the answer.
EVERY relationship has a cycle. In the beginning, you fell in love with your spouse. You anticipated their call, wanted their touch, and liked their idiosyncrasies.
Falling in love with your spouse wasn't hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn't have to DO anything. That's why it's called "falling" in love...
Because it's happening TO YOU.
People in love sometimes say, "I was swept of my feet." Think about the imagery of that expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something came along and happened TO YOU.
Falling in love is easy. It's a passive and spontaneous experience.
But after a few years of marriage, the euphoria of love fades. It's the natural cycle of EVERY relationship. Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (when it happens), and your spouse's idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts.
The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship, but if you think about your marriage, you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.
At this point, you and/or your spouse might start asking, "Did I marry the right person?" And as you and your spouse reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else. This is when marriages breakdown. People blame their spouse for their unhappiness and look outside their marriage for fulfillment.
Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes. Infidelity is the most obvious. But sometimes people turn to work,a hobby, a friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances.
But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your marriage.
It lies within it.
I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love with someone else. You could.
And TEMPORARILY you'd feel better. But you'd be in the same situation a few years later. Because (listen carefully to this):
THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN MARRIAGE IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND.
SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. It'll NEVER just happen to you. You can't "find" LASTING love. You have to "make" it day in and day out. That's why we have the expression "the labor of love."
Because it takes time, effort, and energy. And most importantly, it takes WISDOM. You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your marriage work.
Make no mistake about it. Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your spouse) to succeed with your marriage.
Just as there are physical laws of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships. Just as the right diet and exercise program makes you physically stronger, certain habits in your
relationship WILL make your marriage stronger. It's a direct cause and effect. If you know and apply the laws, the results are simply predictable..
Love in marriage is indeed a "decision"... Not just a feeling.
Those who are already married may take it as a guideline to improve your marriage....
During one of our seminars, a woman asked a common question.
She said, "How do I know if I married the right person?"
I noticed that there was a large man sitting next to her so I said, "It depends. Is that your husband?"
In all seriousness, she answered "How do you know?"
Let me answer this question because the chances are good that it's weighing on your mind.
Here's the answer.
EVERY relationship has a cycle. In the beginning, you fell in love with your spouse. You anticipated their call, wanted their touch, and liked their idiosyncrasies.
Falling in love with your spouse wasn't hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn't have to DO anything. That's why it's called "falling" in love...
Because it's happening TO YOU.
People in love sometimes say, "I was swept of my feet." Think about the imagery of that expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something came along and happened TO YOU.
Falling in love is easy. It's a passive and spontaneous experience.
But after a few years of marriage, the euphoria of love fades. It's the natural cycle of EVERY relationship. Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (when it happens), and your spouse's idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts.
The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship, but if you think about your marriage, you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.
At this point, you and/or your spouse might start asking, "Did I marry the right person?" And as you and your spouse reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else. This is when marriages breakdown. People blame their spouse for their unhappiness and look outside their marriage for fulfillment.
Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes. Infidelity is the most obvious. But sometimes people turn to work,a hobby, a friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances.
But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your marriage.
It lies within it.
I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love with someone else. You could.
And TEMPORARILY you'd feel better. But you'd be in the same situation a few years later. Because (listen carefully to this):
THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN MARRIAGE IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND.
SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. It'll NEVER just happen to you. You can't "find" LASTING love. You have to "make" it day in and day out. That's why we have the expression "the labor of love."
Because it takes time, effort, and energy. And most importantly, it takes WISDOM. You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your marriage work.
Make no mistake about it. Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your spouse) to succeed with your marriage.
Just as there are physical laws of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships. Just as the right diet and exercise program makes you physically stronger, certain habits in your
relationship WILL make your marriage stronger. It's a direct cause and effect. If you know and apply the laws, the results are simply predictable..
Love in marriage is indeed a "decision"... Not just a feeling.
read diz ~
IF A MAN WANTS YOU
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be .
Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve
then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself
a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant,
Why would he treat you any differently?
Always have your own set of friends separate from his .
Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you .
If something bothers you, speak up.
Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later .
You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.
Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has
more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god.
He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are .
Never borrow someone else's man .
Oh Lord! If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
All men are NOT dogs.
You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two-way street.
You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about
baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship
You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists
of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.
Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.
Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and your
always readily available to him- he takes it for granted .
Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.
Keep him in your radar but get to know others.
Share this with other ladies..... You'll make someone SMILE, another
RETHINK her choices, and another woman PREPARE.
They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate
them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them.
Pass this on to at least 10 woman and 5 men.
BY THE WAY, THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A MAN.
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be .
Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve
then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself
a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant,
Why would he treat you any differently?
Always have your own set of friends separate from his .
Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you .
If something bothers you, speak up.
Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later .
You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.
Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has
more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god.
He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are .
Never borrow someone else's man .
Oh Lord! If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
All men are NOT dogs.
You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two-way street.
You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about
baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship
You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists
of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.
Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.
Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and your
always readily available to him- he takes it for granted .
Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.
Keep him in your radar but get to know others.
Share this with other ladies..... You'll make someone SMILE, another
RETHINK her choices, and another woman PREPARE.
They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate
them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them.
Pass this on to at least 10 woman and 5 men.
BY THE WAY, THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A MAN.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
(^.^)
hehehehe..
senyum sorg lok eh..
(^.^)
"""
angol ku tok kali nak?
hehehe..
amik risk agik nampaknya~
lalalalaa..
let time decide~bak kata seseorg~
senyum sorg lok eh..
(^.^)
"""
angol ku tok kali nak?
hehehe..
amik risk agik nampaknya~
lalalalaa..
let time decide~bak kata seseorg~
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
regret it wont help..
mmmmm~
aku start ingat balit ngn few peeps..
rindu?benci?syg?cinta?
huhuhuhu..
biarlah ya jd kenangan idup ku jak..
akan ku simpan kemas2 dlm lipatan memory aku..
:)
tapi nak...
bila boring,ada la rindu or kenangan2 ya dtg dlm fikiran aku..
huhuhu..
ada few yg boleh membuatkan aku menitiskan aekmata ku..
coz wat?
coz ada kenangan yg xpat ku lupak smpey bila2..
mungkin akan segar smpey aku tua~
knk o?
bila kita dah start syg ngn org ya, org ya duhal milek org..
or..bila kita syg org ya,..org ya x syg kita sepenoh hati sepertimana kita syg org ya..
huhuhu..
belit2 dah penerangan aku eh..
sorry bloggers, pandey2 u ol la nak maham apa d kerepak ku tok..:)
or, bila org ya syg kita, ati kita sik sepenohnya ngn cdak..
mungkin msh confused..
mmmm...
tapi ya la, ya nama pengalaman..
pengalaman mendewasakan aku~
n pengalaman juak mengajar aku erti sebenar kehidupan..
erti sebenar cinta.
erti sebenar kaseh syg..
erti sebenar kejujuran n kesetiaan..
shioohh~bermadah pujangga dah ku eh..
hehe..
tapi ya la,its a fact bah..
i learn a lot from my past..
n i beleived,everything existed fo a reason..
its our destiny..
so wat we do is..
juz face it..no matter wat..
wether u like it or not..
life must go on bah..
n i beleived in K.A.R.M.A.
aku start ingat balit ngn few peeps..
rindu?benci?syg?cinta?
huhuhuhu..
biarlah ya jd kenangan idup ku jak..
akan ku simpan kemas2 dlm lipatan memory aku..
:)
tapi nak...
bila boring,ada la rindu or kenangan2 ya dtg dlm fikiran aku..
huhuhu..
ada few yg boleh membuatkan aku menitiskan aekmata ku..
coz wat?
coz ada kenangan yg xpat ku lupak smpey bila2..
mungkin akan segar smpey aku tua~
knk o?
bila kita dah start syg ngn org ya, org ya duhal milek org..
or..bila kita syg org ya,..org ya x syg kita sepenoh hati sepertimana kita syg org ya..
huhuhu..
belit2 dah penerangan aku eh..
sorry bloggers, pandey2 u ol la nak maham apa d kerepak ku tok..:)
or, bila org ya syg kita, ati kita sik sepenohnya ngn cdak..
mungkin msh confused..
mmmm...
tapi ya la, ya nama pengalaman..
pengalaman mendewasakan aku~
n pengalaman juak mengajar aku erti sebenar kehidupan..
erti sebenar cinta.
erti sebenar kaseh syg..
erti sebenar kejujuran n kesetiaan..
shioohh~bermadah pujangga dah ku eh..
hehe..
tapi ya la,its a fact bah..
i learn a lot from my past..
n i beleived,everything existed fo a reason..
its our destiny..
so wat we do is..
juz face it..no matter wat..
wether u like it or not..
life must go on bah..
n i beleived in K.A.R.M.A.
my paparazzi.
gian berblog dah ku tok..hahaha
pelek nak o?
:)
bila MALAS dtg...satu apa pun ku x update..
bila RAJIN muncol..yah~sampey berpuloh egek ku post ku..
heehhehe...
pelek nak o?
:)
bila MALAS dtg...satu apa pun ku x update..
bila RAJIN muncol..yah~sampey berpuloh egek ku post ku..
heehhehe...
putttt!!!
im hommie!
pheww~hari tok keboringan melanda aku d ofiz..
pc jammed..so, aku juz mengemas blit jak..
since i got nothing to do..
but, after 12, bozz ask us to do our claim!
yeehhaaaaa~~!
hehehe..
rindok ati ku..at least ada $ masyuukkk ~
(^.^)
ALHAMDULILLAH~
n aku ada 1 cerita lawak nak d share..
dunno la lawak sik bagi u ol..
tapi bagi aku,nang lucu lah..
hhahahaha
ok, here goes..
tadik, boz ku mbak aku, n my 4 others coliq pegi makan ABC,..
so, we ol turun la..decide mok pegi sweekang..
ok..then..masa mek org turun nak g parking d wisma...
dlm lif..nak d jadikan cita..
kmk org dari tingkat 20, so, d tingkat 14, ada cina masok..laki..
umo around 30+ gia..
n then...
PUTTT!!!!
hahahahahahaha.LOLS!!
cib*i cina ya!
berkentut indah nya!
imagine jak ktk org!
dgn selamba aku terpadah..
AIH???U KENTUT KA??
muka cina ya nang mirah nahan malu!hahahahha
maka nya nak turun tingkat 2, koatan malu,nya lalu turun tingkat 10..
hahahahahahhahaha..
nasib x berbau!
mun ndak,mok pisan mek org dlm lif ya.
nak nama mek org..nang lekak lekik tetak.
temu juak ngn aku tok nang penetak!
hahahahahhahaha..
bila masok dlm keta boz,mek org xpat nangga muka sama dirik!
nang ngakak tetak.hahahah..
gila eh.mun la aku d tempat cina ya.,kompom aku dah nangis koatan malu.hahahha
dohhhh!!!!!
aih aih!berjajoh aku tetak..jong2 nangis~hahah
pheww~hari tok keboringan melanda aku d ofiz..
pc jammed..so, aku juz mengemas blit jak..
since i got nothing to do..
but, after 12, bozz ask us to do our claim!
yeehhaaaaa~~!
hehehe..
rindok ati ku..at least ada $ masyuukkk ~
(^.^)
ALHAMDULILLAH~
n aku ada 1 cerita lawak nak d share..
dunno la lawak sik bagi u ol..
tapi bagi aku,nang lucu lah..
hhahahaha
ok, here goes..
tadik, boz ku mbak aku, n my 4 others coliq pegi makan ABC,..
so, we ol turun la..decide mok pegi sweekang..
ok..then..masa mek org turun nak g parking d wisma...
dlm lif..nak d jadikan cita..
kmk org dari tingkat 20, so, d tingkat 14, ada cina masok..laki..
umo around 30+ gia..
n then...
PUTTT!!!!
hahahahahahaha.LOLS!!
cib*i cina ya!
berkentut indah nya!
imagine jak ktk org!
dgn selamba aku terpadah..
AIH???U KENTUT KA??
muka cina ya nang mirah nahan malu!hahahahha
maka nya nak turun tingkat 2, koatan malu,nya lalu turun tingkat 10..
hahahahahahhahaha..
nasib x berbau!
mun ndak,mok pisan mek org dlm lif ya.
nak nama mek org..nang lekak lekik tetak.
temu juak ngn aku tok nang penetak!
hahahahahhahaha..
bila masok dlm keta boz,mek org xpat nangga muka sama dirik!
nang ngakak tetak.hahahah..
gila eh.mun la aku d tempat cina ya.,kompom aku dah nangis koatan malu.hahahha
dohhhh!!!!!
aih aih!berjajoh aku tetak..jong2 nangis~hahah
p.a.g.i
morning to ol..
today, after 2 days mc's,im goin back to the place where i tend to hit my head on the block..huhu..
which is, my Office..
huhuu..
rasa malas nak bgn pagi tok tek..
p ya la, i still need to keja..
jap gk nak turun, b4 ya, berblog jap..
jgn ndak jak kata org bah..
:)
+ pc d ofiz gk kondem, so, sehari2 tok la aku xda ngecol d fb,fs or d blog aku tok..
its kinda bored fo me..
ok la ol,sekian saja utk pagi tok..masa utk turun keja dah..
mlm kita jumpa lg k?
(",)
today, after 2 days mc's,im goin back to the place where i tend to hit my head on the block..huhu..
which is, my Office..
huhuu..
rasa malas nak bgn pagi tok tek..
p ya la, i still need to keja..
jap gk nak turun, b4 ya, berblog jap..
jgn ndak jak kata org bah..
:)
+ pc d ofiz gk kondem, so, sehari2 tok la aku xda ngecol d fb,fs or d blog aku tok..
its kinda bored fo me..
ok la ol,sekian saja utk pagi tok..masa utk turun keja dah..
mlm kita jumpa lg k?
(",)
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
guess who?
sapa ndak ka miak tok o?
aku nemu pic tok dlm simpanan aku tek..
lucu jak rupa muka dirik nya sia..
hehehe..
tedah nya lok..
o la kaseh nya bah..
(*,*)
luv diz shirt~
act, i got diz shirt from a fwenz of mine..
he gave me diz ..
thanx a lot ya dear fwenz!
act, im in luv wit diz shirt n its packaging..
nice container!
at 1st, masa mula2 he gave me the box,i seriously luv it!
the box r so damn nice!:)
sound mcm sik kalak jak kan?
hahahaha..i admit it..
coz..bkn pnh juak nak nemu bj dlm packaging yg kck gtok d kch tok..huhu..
nang xda rasa ku ..
n fo u ol info, few of my fwenz pun in luv nengok the container!
they kept asking me where aku beli..
i told them dat sum1 yg berik..
n they kept on forcing me to ask the person who gaves me diz.hehehe..
no way my dear fwenz..
i kno, he wont let me kno..
aku sik kesah..murah mahal,jnji benda ya ada sentimental value ngn aku..
aku pnh dpt cgek benda yg berharga rm2.90 dari sum1..
n till now,aku msh simpan benda ya!
syg gila ku!even benda ya murah pada harga, tapi mahal pada kenangan!huhu..
n berbalek pd t-shirt tok..aku dah simpan bagus2,xmok makey melainkan rsa nk makey..
coz wat??
bkn kerana aku sik menghargai pemberian org..TAPI..
AKU SYG BAJU YA KOTOR,BISAK OR TERCACAT TERCELA~
:(
so, aku amik keputusan simpan bagus2..:)
ada ari,baruk pakey..hehehe..
thanx awak~
(^.^)
insyaALLAH..
honestly, lately tok..aku rasa macam ada nur keinsafan dtg dlm diri aku..
tapi aku msh confused..
aku takut aku sik mena2 ..
niat dah ada..juz nggu seruan ya menar2 meresap dlm diri..
aku dah ada fews tudong dlm simpanan..
d pakey bila ada majlis keramaian jak..
ya pun aku ngakuk,jarang mena aku nak makey..
aku x mok makey kerana dipaksa dan kerana terpaksa..
aku mok hati ku mena2 ikhlas makey..
then,i wont regret anything..
mmmmm...
insyaALLAH,aku akan makey ..
n i promise,bila dah makey,aku sikkan bukak tutup gk ngn tudong ya..
INSYAALLAH..amin~
i've been tagged!bayar utang lok...(^.^)
7 CIRI-CIRI WANITA/LELAKI IDAMAN ANDA
1. sabar ngn karenah aku..aku tok sumtimes nanak*..hahaha..
2. at least ada pegangan agama ..basic ok la..coz aku tauk aku pun blm ckp perfect bah..
3. romantic of coz!
4. sik mudah nak marah2 ngn aku...aku tok congek juak eh..knk terngak lalu la nak nangis..huhu
5. full of surprise maybe~
6. semestinya LELAKI TULEN!:)
7. ada bila d saat aku benar2 perlu ngn nya..jgn masa senang jak bersama,masa susah ilang ntah ke mana..mmmm...
7 ORANG YANG ANDA PERNAH MINATI SEPANJANG HIDUP
haha..byk gilak org d minat ku eh..xpat ku jwb soalan tok..ada yg smpey nektok ku masih minat..hahahahhaa...
7 PERASAAN SEKIRANYA KELUAR DENGAN ORANG YANG ANDA MINATI
1. happy gilak!
2.mesti aku shy2 cat..hahaha..mula2 ajak~kakya..start la enjen ku panas!haha.im not a gud pretender!
3. mesti rasa mcm dunia tok aku pun..:)
4. mena ka aku kuar ngn nya tok??
5. mesti aku bgga gilak2 masa ya..haha..apa tek~dah dpt keluar sama..:P
6. rasa like heaven..mena ka?:)
7. start la aku berangan-angan yg bukan2.hehe..berangan idup bahagia bah..:)
7 TEMPAT ISTIMEWA YANG INGIN DILAWATI BERSAMA PASANGAN
1.beach of coz!
2.venice
3.mekah..
4.d tempat yg xda org ngaco privacy mek 2..:)
5.qatar!:D
6.tempat yg sejok ~so i can hold him titely..:D..
7.new zealand~
7 BARANG ISTIMEWA YANG AKAN DIHADIAHKAN KEPADA PASANGAN
mmm...if aku anak org kaya eh.apa jak yg nya maok,akan aku turutkan..aku mok nya happy..tapi fo sure, syg aku apa adanya..jgn syg kerana harta..mmmmm
7 TAJUK LAGU YANG AKAN ANDA NYANYIKAN UNTUK PASANGAN
byk gilak!lebih dari 7 dah..biarlah jd rahsia aku..tapi 2 lgu tok mesti ada..My All by Mariah Carey n All My Life by Kc n JoJo...:)
7 RAKAN YANG ANDA AKAN TAG
1. Ogy - budak unimas~
2. waniee - si gerek Ejal..:)
3. Yarn - biak seratok..
4. bro Kamel - sedang d overseas.
5. azeem- budak melaya..hehehe
6. blur.
7. sapa2 jak rasa nak jwb,jwb jak..:)
1. sabar ngn karenah aku..aku tok sumtimes nanak*..hahaha..
2. at least ada pegangan agama ..basic ok la..coz aku tauk aku pun blm ckp perfect bah..
3. romantic of coz!
4. sik mudah nak marah2 ngn aku...aku tok congek juak eh..knk terngak lalu la nak nangis..huhu
5. full of surprise maybe~
6. semestinya LELAKI TULEN!:)
7. ada bila d saat aku benar2 perlu ngn nya..jgn masa senang jak bersama,masa susah ilang ntah ke mana..mmmm...
7 ORANG YANG ANDA PERNAH MINATI SEPANJANG HIDUP
haha..byk gilak org d minat ku eh..xpat ku jwb soalan tok..ada yg smpey nektok ku masih minat..hahahahhaa...
7 PERASAAN SEKIRANYA KELUAR DENGAN ORANG YANG ANDA MINATI
1. happy gilak!
2.mesti aku shy2 cat..hahaha..mula2 ajak~kakya..start la enjen ku panas!haha.im not a gud pretender!
3. mesti rasa mcm dunia tok aku pun..:)
4. mena ka aku kuar ngn nya tok??
5. mesti aku bgga gilak2 masa ya..haha..apa tek~dah dpt keluar sama..:P
6. rasa like heaven..mena ka?:)
7. start la aku berangan-angan yg bukan2.hehe..berangan idup bahagia bah..:)
7 TEMPAT ISTIMEWA YANG INGIN DILAWATI BERSAMA PASANGAN
1.beach of coz!
2.venice
3.mekah..
4.d tempat yg xda org ngaco privacy mek 2..:)
5.qatar!:D
6.tempat yg sejok ~so i can hold him titely..:D..
7.new zealand~
7 BARANG ISTIMEWA YANG AKAN DIHADIAHKAN KEPADA PASANGAN
mmm...if aku anak org kaya eh.apa jak yg nya maok,akan aku turutkan..aku mok nya happy..tapi fo sure, syg aku apa adanya..jgn syg kerana harta..mmmmm
7 TAJUK LAGU YANG AKAN ANDA NYANYIKAN UNTUK PASANGAN
byk gilak!lebih dari 7 dah..biarlah jd rahsia aku..tapi 2 lgu tok mesti ada..My All by Mariah Carey n All My Life by Kc n JoJo...:)
7 RAKAN YANG ANDA AKAN TAG
1. Ogy - budak unimas~
2. waniee - si gerek Ejal..:)
3. Yarn - biak seratok..
4. bro Kamel - sedang d overseas.
5. azeem- budak melaya..hehehe
6. blur.
7. sapa2 jak rasa nak jwb,jwb jak..:)
rainbow.
R.A.I.N.B.O.W
huhuhu...
aku kembali gk dgn background itam ku..
dolok penah makey background tok..p since lejuk ngga..ku tukar ke background puteh ..
n now.aku kembali kpd color fav aku balit..:)
HITAM ITU MENAWAN..
n i lv it again..
as wat lyly penah mdh dolok..
" kak pah, i suka ar tengok blog kak pah...nmpk warna warni..sejok mata memandang"
hahahaha..
mena kata lyly..dolok page aku la colorful gila..
tok aku mok guna balit color2 tok..sejok eh..
nampak harmoni jak..semua bercampur..:)
n hopefully,u ol suka juak nengok..:)
oh ya...aku lupak eh..
lately tok, aku ada few bj colourful juak..
ntah knk aku pandey bli baju rona ijo pucok pisang, biru aek laut, kunin pecah telur...:D
lols!
tapi yg pasti, mood aku ada bila aku start makey rona roni tok..
ceria jak eh..:)
tapi ekot time yg sesuai la..
xkan la aku nak makey rona kunin or ijo tgh hari retak.jong2 sakit mata org nangga..hahaha..
n bila rona2 tok d pakey malam2, sejok jak rupa eh..:)
n im in luv wit rainbow now!
*wink*
huhuhu...
aku kembali gk dgn background itam ku..
dolok penah makey background tok..p since lejuk ngga..ku tukar ke background puteh ..
n now.aku kembali kpd color fav aku balit..:)
HITAM ITU MENAWAN..
n i lv it again..
as wat lyly penah mdh dolok..
" kak pah, i suka ar tengok blog kak pah...nmpk warna warni..sejok mata memandang"
hahahaha..
mena kata lyly..dolok page aku la colorful gila..
tok aku mok guna balit color2 tok..sejok eh..
nampak harmoni jak..semua bercampur..:)
n hopefully,u ol suka juak nengok..:)
oh ya...aku lupak eh..
lately tok, aku ada few bj colourful juak..
ntah knk aku pandey bli baju rona ijo pucok pisang, biru aek laut, kunin pecah telur...:D
lols!
tapi yg pasti, mood aku ada bila aku start makey rona roni tok..
ceria jak eh..:)
tapi ekot time yg sesuai la..
xkan la aku nak makey rona kunin or ijo tgh hari retak.jong2 sakit mata org nangga..hahaha..
n bila rona2 tok d pakey malam2, sejok jak rupa eh..:)
n im in luv wit rainbow now!
*wink*
apa o?
lately tok aku jd pemalas eh..nak berblog pun ngga mood..
act,byk benda nak ku luah,nak ku elaborate..mslhnya,kemalasan ya menguasai diri..
tulis2,padam..taip2,backspace..
last2,ku cancel balit..
hehehe..
n now.aku jgn ndak jak nak berblog..:)
p ya la..ku takut kenak agak spiderweb eh..
mok2, paksa juak aku nulis sesuatu..
n kpd few of my fwenz yg tak faham bhs sarawak nie,aku minta maaf ek?
lebih2 lagi kpd si azeem tu..
azeem,aku nak turun kl ar..ko free tak nanti?
boleh kiter buat reunion jumpa ramai2.
aku nak call kak mai ar,..nak tanya,kalo dia free,kiter semua boleh chill out..
g makan2 ker..
kalo ko senang,ko tolg bgitau yg lain ek?
lebih2 lagi pada anak aku si aiman tu..tak lupe juger buat husband aku si wan..hahaha
rindu ar kat korang..
ok,ku balit ke kch balit lok..heheh
lately tok eh,aku nang emo jak2 ..
apa ka..
ish ish ish..
mudah2 nak dtg moha..pa kenak kah ooo?
aiiyyyooo..
:)..
eh,apa jak d kerepak ku tok kah..
aok eh, ada sumthng nak ku share eh..
ok,here goes...
apa yg akan ktk org plh if ktk org nemu seseorg yg boleh nyuruh ktk org happy gk?
terima nya @ reject nya?
dlm 2 hari tok,ada la seorg hamba ALLAH tok..
nya mcm nak berkenalan lebih jaoh jak..
huhu..tapi aku fobia eh.
takut slh step gk..
takut.takut.takut
tpi masa tok, aku juz layan2 nya biasa2 jak..
tapi aku mls gk nak fall gik eh..
dlm tahun tok dah brapa kali aku slh step..
so, kali tok..aku rasa, better stay single mingle lok..
palak sik sakit..n ati sik perlu bngong nak ke cney2..
x perlu nak molah report jak2.:)
biar lah berkwn lok..
mmmm...aok o..
aku lom gk share cerita aku d kem pueh sematan ria..
d cnun, aku jumpa byk org..
i met new peeps there..
n i make new fwenz..
n im proud to say dat i make a gud relations towards few of overseas student..
sylvia (nigerian), lenny, neva, myla ( indonesia) , moh (kenya)..
n few dari kl,sabah, kedah, penang, selangor..
at 1st, cdak kekok juak mok communicate ngn mek org..
tapi bila dah mlm ya,bila sesi ice breaking..nah~daknya dah break the ice..:)
i adore rambut sylvia..hahaha..how i wish..nggu ku upload pic lok..:D
rambut nya tocang alus2..rugged..hahaha
n ada juak la perkara yg x best jd..
cdak nembiak ompuan n laki umo 17yrs old ya nang berolah..
dating mlm2..masok dorm org laki.
ish..susah nak d tego..main tgga k mata jak la..
mun dh nya pandey papa, asal jgn nyalah dak urusetia jak..huhuh...
2nd day paling best..mek org ada pertandingan antara pesertan n urusetia..
hahaha..bermain tarit tali..
fun gila..even tgn sakit kak narit tali ya..
sakit tulak tepi..jnji fun..
n 3rd day mek org melawat d selako longhouse..
duhh...aku respect cdak sia..
they layan we ol nang bagus..salute!
thanx to ol of them..
tapi nak~aku terpk juak..nang tahan cdak diam dlm ya..
juz imagine, we ol pegi around 4.30..
serta aku melangkah masok dlm rumah pjg ya...
im sweating like hell!
panas yg teramat sgt!
kipas pun xpat juak ngilang rasa panas ya..
aku ngga cdak lain gia juak..gelisah semcm..
baju aku nang lebur arum bulak..kuatan panas..
aku ngga cdak selako ya nang elex2 jak..
nang kebal badan cdak ngn panas dlm ya..SALUTE!
huhuhu..almost 2hours mek org sia..
n berangkat pulang at 6pm..
smpey kch around 8pm..
dan SELAMAT TIBA DGN JAYANYA TANPA SEBARANG MASALAH..
:)
ALHAMDULILLAH...
act,byk benda nak ku luah,nak ku elaborate..mslhnya,kemalasan ya menguasai diri..
tulis2,padam..taip2,backspace..
last2,ku cancel balit..
hehehe..
n now.aku jgn ndak jak nak berblog..:)
p ya la..ku takut kenak agak spiderweb eh..
mok2, paksa juak aku nulis sesuatu..
n kpd few of my fwenz yg tak faham bhs sarawak nie,aku minta maaf ek?
lebih2 lagi kpd si azeem tu..
azeem,aku nak turun kl ar..ko free tak nanti?
boleh kiter buat reunion jumpa ramai2.
aku nak call kak mai ar,..nak tanya,kalo dia free,kiter semua boleh chill out..
g makan2 ker..
kalo ko senang,ko tolg bgitau yg lain ek?
lebih2 lagi pada anak aku si aiman tu..tak lupe juger buat husband aku si wan..hahaha
rindu ar kat korang..
ok,ku balit ke kch balit lok..heheh
lately tok eh,aku nang emo jak2 ..
apa ka..
ish ish ish..
mudah2 nak dtg moha..pa kenak kah ooo?
aiiyyyooo..
:)..
eh,apa jak d kerepak ku tok kah..
aok eh, ada sumthng nak ku share eh..
ok,here goes...
apa yg akan ktk org plh if ktk org nemu seseorg yg boleh nyuruh ktk org happy gk?
terima nya @ reject nya?
dlm 2 hari tok,ada la seorg hamba ALLAH tok..
nya mcm nak berkenalan lebih jaoh jak..
huhu..tapi aku fobia eh.
takut slh step gk..
takut.takut.takut
tpi masa tok, aku juz layan2 nya biasa2 jak..
tapi aku mls gk nak fall gik eh..
dlm tahun tok dah brapa kali aku slh step..
so, kali tok..aku rasa, better stay single mingle lok..
palak sik sakit..n ati sik perlu bngong nak ke cney2..
x perlu nak molah report jak2.:)
biar lah berkwn lok..
mmmm...aok o..
aku lom gk share cerita aku d kem pueh sematan ria..
d cnun, aku jumpa byk org..
i met new peeps there..
n i make new fwenz..
n im proud to say dat i make a gud relations towards few of overseas student..
sylvia (nigerian), lenny, neva, myla ( indonesia) , moh (kenya)..
n few dari kl,sabah, kedah, penang, selangor..
at 1st, cdak kekok juak mok communicate ngn mek org..
tapi bila dah mlm ya,bila sesi ice breaking..nah~daknya dah break the ice..:)
i adore rambut sylvia..hahaha..how i wish..nggu ku upload pic lok..:D
rambut nya tocang alus2..rugged..hahaha
n ada juak la perkara yg x best jd..
cdak nembiak ompuan n laki umo 17yrs old ya nang berolah..
dating mlm2..masok dorm org laki.
ish..susah nak d tego..main tgga k mata jak la..
mun dh nya pandey papa, asal jgn nyalah dak urusetia jak..huhuh...
2nd day paling best..mek org ada pertandingan antara pesertan n urusetia..
hahaha..bermain tarit tali..
fun gila..even tgn sakit kak narit tali ya..
sakit tulak tepi..jnji fun..
n 3rd day mek org melawat d selako longhouse..
duhh...aku respect cdak sia..
they layan we ol nang bagus..salute!
thanx to ol of them..
tapi nak~aku terpk juak..nang tahan cdak diam dlm ya..
juz imagine, we ol pegi around 4.30..
serta aku melangkah masok dlm rumah pjg ya...
im sweating like hell!
panas yg teramat sgt!
kipas pun xpat juak ngilang rasa panas ya..
aku ngga cdak lain gia juak..gelisah semcm..
baju aku nang lebur arum bulak..kuatan panas..
aku ngga cdak selako ya nang elex2 jak..
nang kebal badan cdak ngn panas dlm ya..SALUTE!
huhuhu..almost 2hours mek org sia..
n berangkat pulang at 6pm..
smpey kch around 8pm..
dan SELAMAT TIBA DGN JAYANYA TANPA SEBARANG MASALAH..
:)
ALHAMDULILLAH...
Thursday, May 7, 2009
dilemma.blur.confused.
aku x tauk.mcm2 lam palak aku masa tok.
blur.confused.miss mode.dilemma.
keja.cinta.duit.family.
semua bercampur jd 1.
aku x tauk,nok ney 1 aku harus settle dolok.
knk benda gtok dtg d saat aku dlm dilemma gilak2?
aku x faham eh.
YA ALLAH,permudahkan la segala-galanya..
blur.confused.miss mode.dilemma.
keja.cinta.duit.family.
semua bercampur jd 1.
aku x tauk,nok ney 1 aku harus settle dolok.
knk benda gtok dtg d saat aku dlm dilemma gilak2?
aku x faham eh.
YA ALLAH,permudahkan la segala-galanya..
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
berhenti berharap.
Aku tak percaya lagi
Dengan apa yang kau beri
Aku terdampar disini
Tersudut menunggu mati
Aku tak percaya lagi
Akan guna matahari
Yang dulu mampu terangi
Sudut gelap hati ini
Aku berhenti berharap
Dan menunggu datang gelap
Sampai nanti suatu saat
Tak ada cinta kudapat
Kenapa ada derita
Bila bahagia tercipta
Kenapa ada sang hitam
Bila putih menyenangkan
Haa…
Aku pulang…
Tanpa dendam
Ku terima kekalahanku
Aku pulang…
Tanpa dendam
Ku salutkan kemenanganmu
Woo…
Kau ajarkan aku bahagia
Kau ajarkan aku derita
Kau tunjukan aku bahagia
Kau tunjukan aku derita
Kau berikan aku bahagia
Kau berikan aku derita
Haa…
Haa…
Aku pulang…
Tanpa dendam
Ku terima kekalahanku
Rebahkan tangguhmu
Lepaskan perlahan
Kau akan mengerti
Semua…
Aku berhenti berharap
Dan menunggu datang gelap
Sampai nanti suatu saat
Tak ada cinta kudapat
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
nice quotes~
I Wait
I wait for you,
anxious to see your face.
I stand and watch,
looking for the first sign of your arrival.
I finally see you,
I take a second look to make sure you're really there.
My pulse races and I crack a smile,
this is what I've been waiting for.
You begin to approach,
you say, "Sorry, I'm late."
I say, "No problem."
But I think to myself, 'I'd have waited forever.'
I wait for you,
anxious to see your face.
I stand and watch,
looking for the first sign of your arrival.
I finally see you,
I take a second look to make sure you're really there.
My pulse races and I crack a smile,
this is what I've been waiting for.
You begin to approach,
you say, "Sorry, I'm late."
I say, "No problem."
But I think to myself, 'I'd have waited forever.'
Monday, May 4, 2009
bukan diriku LAGI..
Bukan Diriku
by Samsons
Setelah kupahami aku bukan yang terbaik
Yang ada di hatimu
Tak dapat kusangsikan
Ternyata dirinyalah yang mengerti kamu
Bukanlah diriku ..
Kini maafkanlah aku
Bila aku menjadi bisu kepada dirimu
Bukan santunku terbungkam
Hanya hatiku berbatas 'tuk mengerti kamu
Maafkanlah aku..
Chorus :
Walau ku masih mencintaimu
Ku harus meninggalkanmu
Ku harus melupakanmu
Meski hatiku menyayangimu
Nurani membutuhkanmu
Ku harus merelakanmu
Dan hanyalah dirimu
Yang mampu memahamiku
Yang dapat mengerti aku
Ternyata dirinyalah
Yang sanggup menyanjungmu
Yang ramah menyentuhmu
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Sunday, May 3, 2009
++HAPPY MODE++
after beberapa bln aku suffer,now baruk aku rasa HAPPY agik..
dolok,aku pk,life aku dah MATI..
bagi aku,luv life dah xda gik..
malas dah rasa nak mikey..
bulak if aku mdh xda yg coba dekat dirik ngn aku dlm masa ya..
tapi aku malas nak gago..
tapi ntah,bila SESEORG ya muncol.aku rasa ati ku berbunga gik..
(^.^)
berbunga mcm kaktus org ya juak..hehe
thanx sayang..
aku senang d samping nya..
senang kelaka ngn nya..
senang gilak2..
hope nya gia juak..
thanx again fo being here fo me dear..
dolok,aku pk,life aku dah MATI..
bagi aku,luv life dah xda gik..
malas dah rasa nak mikey..
bulak if aku mdh xda yg coba dekat dirik ngn aku dlm masa ya..
tapi aku malas nak gago..
tapi ntah,bila SESEORG ya muncol.aku rasa ati ku berbunga gik..
(^.^)
berbunga mcm kaktus org ya juak..hehe
thanx sayang..
aku senang d samping nya..
senang kelaka ngn nya..
senang gilak2..
hope nya gia juak..
thanx again fo being here fo me dear..
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