dugaannya...

mmm..byk benda jd lately wit me n my fam..
ninek admit hospital coz sakit tua..
pity her..seriously, aku blur gilak2 masa ya..
baruk aku tauk erti sebenar kaseh syg family..
5 hari ninek d hospital, n selama ya juak aku paksa amik cuti dari keja..
xda org jg ninek d hospital..
ada mmg ada, tapi rasa ati koat nak jaga enek..
+ nya xmok jaoh dari aku n ibu..
mmmm..
1st day admit emergency, ninek lemah gilak2..
mbok ehsan soh ninek d mbak ke hosp..
nya kurang aek..
n alhamdulillah, after 5 hari d + aek, enek nmpk segar..
tapi..kelaka nya mencarut gilak2..
now, ninek paksa berak n kemeh makey pampers..
semoga, ninek sihat hendaknya..
:(

kepada ex2 aku ~

What If Your Ex Asks this..?

you have to answer the survey with an honest heart.
An honest heart will give you good luck for the entire
year. You may imagine of one people or
maybe some people not only one.
Answer it, "What if your ex says" referring to you!!!

1. Why did you let me go?
:: cuz u r sumbody luver !

2. I still love you.
:: oh ok..its up to u..even i still luv u oso, i wont let u b my luver nimore!

3. When did we last talk?
:: cant recall..

4. Will you go out with me?
:: lemme think 1st ~ huhu

6. I cannot keep my promise to you.
:: juz broke it ler ~

7. My friends say we don't look good together..
:: hahaha ~ mana2 lah ~ maybe kot? aku tok kannya kck gilak pun ..

8. You have changed!
:: really? mmm ~ i din noticed it ..

9. Can we get back together?
:: mmm ~ if da jodoh, proceed jak .. if xda, jz b my fwenz la k..:)

10. Oh, I know what this is all about. You found someone else.
:: maybe n perhaps !

11. Don't you realize? You are the one who hurt me!
:: huh? me or u???damn!

12. how can u forget our memories??
:: cukup aku mdh aku bahagia nektok..kenangan ngn kau? ckit jak gk tnggl..dah byk d delete coz memory ku omost full...haha

13. I will always love you.
:: thanx fo luviing me~

14. Would you die for our love?
:: NOPE!

15. You jump, i jump..remember?
:: uh? hahaha ! ya cita TITANIC jak lah..bkn exist dlm my life pun ..

16. Kiss me to break the curse if i sleep for a hundred years.
:: lemme think 1st ~

17. Whats the difference between me and Him/Her.
:: too many too listed ~

18. I saw you last night with your girlfriend/boyfriend.
:: oh really? knk x nunggah ? haha

19. Without me, your life wouldn't be complete...
:: let time decide ~ but fo me, ada nya family dlm idup aku, dh kira 100% lengkap dah oi ~

20. Why are you doing this to me!?
:: ask urself !

boring ~ jwb soalan lok ~

1.) Name?

✖_✖sharifah noor aishah bt wan yahya @ nonoy

.

2.) Single or Taken?

✖_✖ no comment..

.

3.) At 1pm you were at?

✖_✖ dpn pc ofiz..

4.) Last text msg u received came from?

✖_✖ seorg hamba ALLAH ~

.

5.) Last comment u received from friendster came from?

✖_✖ bro ND ~ hehe .

.

6.) Last person who called you?

✖_✖ AS..nyk gney plan lunch d KFC ~ huhu

.

7.) Last person you saw?

✖_✖ sharon, my coliq ..askin me about new laporan ~

.

8.) Love is the sweetest thing around? Yes or No?

✖_✖ YES & sumtimes boleh jd NO juak ..:)

.

9. Last song you heard?

✖_✖ lucky laki by anak2 dhani dewa ~ salute !

.

10. WHO IS IN UR MIND NOW?

✖_✖ few peeps yg aku rindu gilak2 !

.

11.) last thing you ate?

✖_✖ donut. nyaman ! thanx k.doris fo da donut ! isnin beli gik ah?hehe

.

12.) How many schools you have been to?

✖_✖ 4 ~

.

14.) The "thing" you first saw at ur right?

✖_✖ printer ~

.

15.) Person you love?

✖_✖ byk la ~

.

16.) Lust is different from Love? Agree or disagree?

✖_✖ no comment !

.

17.) Worst Fear?

✖_✖ byk gilak..x tauk nak mdh nok ney 1..HARI KIAMAT kot?

.

18.) Jollibee, Mcd, or Kfc.

✖_✖ mcd & kfc !

19.) Love or Money?

✖_✖ if aku mdh both? hehe

.

20.) in love? yes or no.

✖_✖ still..no comment !

21.)Friends or Lovers

✖_✖ both !

.

22.) Favorite Subject

✖_✖ ingelish ~ haha

.

23.) Time Right Now?

✖_✖ 2.40pm

SAYA BLUR ~

wahai blog, sebenarnya, byk nak ku luah ku ngn kau..
tapi aku BLUR at diz moment..
pelek oh? bila susah, baruk ku agak kau..hehehe
tapi aku tetap SYG kau wahai blog ~
kau jak x pnh ngerepak ngn aku even aku hanya agak kau bila aku BORING..
thanx BLOG..
blog, act, aku ada nk d pdh..tapi ~
mmmmm ~~
kelak2 lah nak oh?
aku gk nak carik idea lok..
gk angol palak utak ku tok..
blog2, aku rindu ngn few peeps aih..
p gney oh?
ada sesuatu yg menghalang aku dari jumpa ngn cdak2 ya..
alahai ~
wish i can turn back time ! :(

++.......++

boring na juak lately eh..
lamak mena duhal ku ninggal BLOG ku tok oh.dh kenak agak spiderweb dah duhal..:)..
rasa nk ngerepak indah eh..mmm..after too many tears, aku bangkit gk..mmm..thanx family, fo owez b there fo me when i really in need..but still, aku ada juak rasa rindu ngn seseorg..ntah..aku x faham apa sebenar prob mek 2..nak ku ngata aku salh, sik juak..nak ku ngata salah nya, aku pun x faham..sapa sebenar yg berslah..
2 2 kot?
mmmm~ tapi fo sure, aku kecik ati mena ngn nya ria..mmmm..
act, aku dh byk gilak ngga & nemu gerek nya mbak mpuan lain..
p ku mls nk gago coz aku xmok nak msk cmpur hal luv life cdak 2..tapi yg aku xpat tahan gilak is, NYA nengar gilak kata gerek nya ya..YA ALLAH..selamatkan hbgn nya 2 mun mena dah jodoh nya 2..p mun dh xda jodoh, putuskanlah nya 2 ya..aku xmok org yg ku rindu ya nyesal dudi ari..ya jak..mmmm..
KPD org ya, jz nak mdh tok jak..
JGN KERANA KTK NAK NAHAN ... YA, KTK TERUSKAN JUAK HBNGN YA..ADA GIK YG LEBIH BGS DARI NYA ..WLPUN FAMILY NYA SYG MENA NGN KTK, X GUNA BAH ... KTK BKN BERGEREK NGN FAMILY NYA..BTL?MMM..
TAPI XPA, ALLAH IS GREAT..1 DAY, KTK AKAN TAUK OLAHAN SEBENAR GEREK KTK YA..
I KNO DAT I TOK X JUAK BGS GNEY..DOLOK2 I MGKIN RUSAK, TAPI,SEKARANG, XDA GK DAH..MASA UTK BEROLAH DAH ABIS..TOK MASA UTK BUAT AMAL IBADAT JAK GIK..

n fo ur info, b4 gerek ktk ya pegi keja tmpt yg jaoh dari kch tok, i pun pnh bbrapa kali terserempak ngn nya..dgn mpuan lain..nak mdh ngn ktk?i dun think so coz we both dah terlalu jaoh gilak dah..bcoz of nya, relationship ta 2 dah makin renggang..ntah..destiny dah gia, follow jak lah..

kecik ati juak eh..i pnh terdengar dari org bah..i kno dat gerek ktk x suka ngn i, ok, i blh terimak..xpa..tapi yg i kecik ati gilak is, ktk terlalu cayak n ekot gilak telunjuk gerek ktk ya..

fikir2 kan lah..gerek boleh carik lain bah, tapi hbgn kekeluargaan?mmmm ~ think of it .. kita sama2 dah besar utk pk nok ney bgs nok ney sik..if i ada plh slh ngn ktk, sorry yg amat..semoga ktk berbahagia jak..* peace *

tora datang lagi ~ :)

ada gik kes ku ilang dtg dlm blog ku tok..
nah...tok aku dh rasa nk ngerepak gik eh..
hehehehe..
so.. selamat membaca wahai followers ..
:)

-me-

andai ku tahu..

andai kutahu
kapan tiba masaku
ku akan memohon
Tuhan jangan Kau ambil nyawaku

reff:
aku takut
akan semua dosa dosaku
aku takut
dosa yang terus membayangiku

andai kutahu
malaikatMu kan menjemputku
izinkan aku
mengucapkan kata tobat padaMu

ampuni aku
dari segala dosa dosaku
ampuni aku
menangisku bertobat padamu

aku manusia
yang takut neraka
namun aku juga
tak pantas di surga

today..

mlm tok,ada mood ckit nak ngerepak eh..
(^-^)
siang tadik..start at 9am-1230pm, meeting pengurusan SABERKAS bagi sesi 2009 d Wisma Bapa Malaysia..
ol the EXCO dtg..
n chairs by DATO AMAR ABG ZOHARI TUN ABG HJ OPENG..
lega..1 dah lepas..
juz nggu meeting komiti kecil jak gik kelak..
mmmm...
d sia, berjumpa dgn saudara kush..hahaha..
since nya is the photographer,so sempat juak la amik gambar barang cgek 2..
juz nggu nya tagged d FB jk kelak..
n after finished meeting, we ol move to Sarawak Golf Club for our luxurious lunch..
huhu..
abis2 lunch, aku numpang kak doris balit ofiz..
nya singgah umah nya jap coz mok anta barang..
nait ofiz around 3pm..
ya juak sakit nak carik parking d wisma..nasib ada parking utk staff..
huhuhu...
nait ofiz, on pc..pc jammed indah..
adohaiii..
macam2...
kakya, mlh keja...berFb(Sempat)hehe..
4.30..chow ler...
(^>^)

(^-^)

Kutatap dua bola matamu.
Tersirat apa yang �kan terjadi.
Kau ingin pergi dariku.
Meninggalkan semua kenangan.
Menutup lembaran cerita. Oh sayangku...
Aku tak mau... Ku tau semua akan berakhir.
Tapi ku �tak rela lepaskanmu.
Kau tanya mengapa aku tak ingin pergi darimu.
Dan mulutku diam membisu...

Salahkah bila diriku terlalu mencintaimu.
Jangan tanyakan mengapa
Karena aku tak tau.
Aku pun tak ingin bila
kau pergi tinggalkan aku.
Masihkah ada hasratmu
�tuk mencintaiku lagi.
Apakah yang harus aku lakukan.
�tuk menarik perhatianmu lagi...
Walaupun harus
Mengiba agar kau tetap disini.
Lihat aku duhai sayangku...

....

huhu..
sorry bloggers..
its been a while juak aku sik update blog ku tok o..
huhu..
bz gilak..
+ byk glak benda datang & pergi dlm kehidupan harian ku..
mmm~

:)

oh dear!
aku rasa senang gilak..
aku dah nekad.
aku mesti berubah.
buang yg jaik,amik yg bagus.
(^.^)
semoga perubahan tok memberi makna yg besar dlm hidup aku..
insyaALLAH..

dilemma..

mmmm..
aku x tauk eh.
ati tok kan main gik ingin nak mlh benda yg 1 ya...
tapi aku takut..
aku takut aku koat ati utk sementara jak..
mmmm..
apa harus ku polah o?
adakah aku mampu bertahan?
aku xmok alang2 aih..
mun dah makey,biar sampey ahey hayat..
aku x mok nak bukak tutup gk..
tapi seriously, ati aku nang mena2 bersedia nak bertudong nektok..
perlu x aku rasa malu o?
aku xmok,bila aku dah bertudong,benda lain aku plh juak..
aduhhh~
ya ALLAH,bantulah hambamu ini..
berikanlah petunjuk padaku YA ALLAH..

which 1 better?
nok debah or nok atas tok?

shud i say diz iz a gud start fo me?
T.R.A.N.S.F.O.R.M.E.R.

nah~~

apabila KEMALASAN menguasai diri~
tok la jadinya..langsung ku x update blog..
tangga la rupa esok..
if rajin,byk la benda ku post ku...
cerita byk gilak..
minak lom da masa nak ngeluar n post d ctok jak..
tungguu~~~~:)

2nd gud info~

Those who are still single may learn something from here....
Those who are already married may take it as a guideline to improve your marriage....


During one of our seminars, a woman asked a common question.

She said, "How do I know if I married the right person?"

I noticed that there was a large man sitting next to her so I said, "It depends. Is that your husband?"

In all seriousness, she answered "How do you know?"

Let me answer this question because the chances are good that it's weighing on your mind.

Here's the answer.

EVERY relationship has a cycle. In the beginning, you fell in love with your spouse. You anticipated their call, wanted their touch, and liked their idiosyncrasies.

Falling in love with your spouse wasn't hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn't have to DO anything. That's why it's called "falling" in love...

Because it's happening TO YOU.

People in love sometimes say, "I was swept of my feet." Think about the imagery of that expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something came along and happened TO YOU.

Falling in love is easy. It's a passive and spontaneous experience.

But after a few years of marriage, the euphoria of love fades. It's the natural cycle of EVERY relationship. Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (when it happens), and your spouse's idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts.

The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship, but if you think about your marriage, you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.

At this point, you and/or your spouse might start asking, "Did I marry the right person?" And as you and your spouse reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else. This is when marriages breakdown. People blame their spouse for their unhappiness and look outside their marriage for fulfillment.

Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes. Infidelity is the most obvious. But sometimes people turn to work,a hobby, a friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances.

But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your marriage.

It lies within it.

I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love with someone else. You could.

And TEMPORARILY you'd feel better. But you'd be in the same situation a few years later. Because (listen carefully to this):

THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN MARRIAGE IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND.

SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. It'll NEVER just happen to you. You can't "find" LASTING love. You have to "make" it day in and day out. That's why we have the expression "the labor of love."

Because it takes time, effort, and energy. And most importantly, it takes WISDOM. You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your marriage work.

Make no mistake about it. Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your spouse) to succeed with your marriage.

Just as there are physical laws of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships. Just as the right diet and exercise program makes you physically stronger, certain habits in your
relationship WILL make your marriage stronger. It's a direct cause and effect. If you know and apply the laws, the results are simply predictable..

Love in marriage is indeed a "decision"... Not just a feeling.

read diz ~

IF A MAN WANTS YOU

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.

If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.

Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.

Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.

Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be .

Slower is better.

Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.

If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve

then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.

Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.

Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself

a year later for staying when things are not better.

The only person you can control in a relationship is you.

Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.

He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant,

Why would he treat you any differently?

Always have your own set of friends separate from his .

Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you .

If something bothers you, speak up.

Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later .

You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.

Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has

more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god.

He is a man, nothing more nothing less.

Never let a man define who you are .

Never borrow someone else's man .

Oh Lord! If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.

A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.

All men are NOT dogs.

You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two-way street.

You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about

baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship

You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists

of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.

Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.

Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and your

always readily available to him- he takes it for granted .

Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.

Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

Share this with other ladies..... You'll make someone SMILE, another

RETHINK her choices, and another woman PREPARE.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate

them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them.

Pass this on to at least 10 woman and 5 men.

BY THE WAY, THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A MAN.

(^.^)

hehehehe..
senyum sorg lok eh..
(^.^)
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angol ku tok kali nak?
hehehe..
amik risk agik nampaknya~
lalalalaa..
let time decide~bak kata seseorg~